害怕死去的麥子
被困逆流中

經文
使徒行傳二十七27-44
27到了第十四天夜間,船在亞底亞海飄來飄去。約到半夜,水手以為漸近旱地,
28就探深淺,探得有十二丈;稍往前行,又探深淺,探得有九丈。
29恐怕撞在石頭上,就從船尾拋下四個錨,盼望天亮。
30水手想要逃出船去,把小船放在海裡,假作要從船頭拋錨的樣子。
31保羅對百夫長和兵丁說:這些人若不等在船上,你們必不能得救。32於是兵丁砍斷小船的繩子,由他飄去。
33天漸亮的時候,保羅勸眾人都吃飯,說:你們懸望忍餓不吃甚麼,已經十四天了。
34所以我勸你們吃飯,這是關乎你們救命的事;因為你們各人連一根頭髮也不至於損壞。
35保羅說了這話,就拿著餅,在眾人面前祝謝了神,擘開吃。
36於是他們都放下心,也就吃了。
37我們在船上的共有二百七十六個人。
38他們吃飽了,就把船上的麥子拋在海裡,為要叫船輕一點。
39到了天亮,他們不認識那地方,但見一個海灣,有岸可登,就商議能把船攏進去不能。
40於是砍斷纜索,棄錨在海裡;同時也鬆開舵繩,拉起頭篷,順著風向岸行去。
41但遇著兩水夾流的地方,就把船擱了淺;船頭膠住不動,船尾被浪的猛力衝壞。
42兵丁的意思要把囚犯殺了,恐怕有洑水脫逃的。
43但百夫長要救保羅,不准他們任意而行,就吩咐會洑水的,跳下水去先上岸;
44其餘的人可以用板子或船上的零碎東西上岸。這樣,眾人都得了救,上了岸。
信息分享
昨天我們說過如果我們不明白、或者誤解了「生命之先必有死亡」這個十分重要的觀念,那麼在這個充滿罪惡的世界中,我們可能不單錯失了屬靈目的地,甚至可能陷於靈性的困境中。我是否誇大了這個問題?我認為不是。在我的基督徒生命中,我多次親眼看到信徒的掙扎,這也是基督徒經歷中一個最大的困難,那就是不願意向個人利益和所關注的事死去。
今天,保羅沉船的故事告訴我們,如果基督徒不明白或沒有掌握「我們必須先死然後才能夠活」這真理,他們將會遇到些甚麼。新英語譯本將41節翻譯為:「但他們發覺自己受困於逆流,將船擱淺,以致船頭膠著不能移動,船尾被擊成碎片。」
「他們發覺自己受困於逆流。」這是很多基督徒發現自己身處的困境──船頭已陷於基督徒的事業中,但由於他們從未學會怎麼樣向自己的私慾死去,他們生命的其餘部份便被海浪打成碎片。然而,如果你掌握了我們今天的主題,以及圍繞它所建立的真理,你就會發覺自己是遊刃有餘的。逆流可能攻擊你,海浪可能沖擊你,但是你還是會完好無缺。「不要陷於對信仰三心兩意的沙土中」
進深研究
雅一1-8,四8;路十六13;弗六5
1. 甚麼導致不穩定?
2. 甚麼令我們穩定?
祈禱
天父,求您幫助我不要陷於對信仰三心兩意的沙土中,因為這樣我的生命只會變得僵化和無用。我不想支離破碎,我只想與您在一起。阿們。
The Corn of Wheat Afraid to Die
Caught in the cross-currents

Bible reading:
Acts 27:27-44
27 On the fourteenth night we were still being driven across the Adriatic[a] Sea, when about midnight the sailors sensed they were approaching land.
28 They took soundings and found that the water was a hundred and twenty feet[b] deep. A short time later they took soundings again and found it was ninety feet[c] deep.
29 Fearing that we would be dashed against the rocks, they dropped four anchors from the stern and prayed for daylight.
30 In an attempt to escape from the ship, the sailors let the lifeboat down into the sea, pretending they were going to lower some anchors from the bow.
31 Then Paul said to the centurion and the soldiers, "Unless these men stay with the ship, you cannot be saved."
32 So the soldiers cut the ropes that held the lifeboat and let it drift away.
33 Just before dawn Paul urged them all to eat. "For the last fourteen days," he said, "you have been in constant suspense and have gone without food—you haven't eaten anything.
34 Now I urge you to take some food. You need it to survive. Not one of you will lose a single hair from his head."
35 After he said this, he took some bread and gave thanks to God in front of them all. Then he broke it and began to eat.
36 They were all encouraged and ate some food themselves.
37 Altogether there were 276 of us on board.
38 When they had eaten as much as they wanted, they lightened the ship by throwing the grain into the sea.
39 When daylight came, they did not recognize the land, but they saw a bay with a sandy beach, where they decided to run the ship aground if they could.
40 Cutting loose the anchors, they left them in the sea and at the same time untied the ropes that held the rudders. Then they hoisted the foresail to the wind and made for the beach.
41 But the ship struck a sandbar and ran aground. The bow stuck fast and would not move, and the stern was broken to pieces by the pounding of the surf.
42 The soldiers planned to kill the prisoners to prevent any of them from swimming away and escaping.
43 But the centurion wanted to spare Paul's life and kept them from carrying out their plan. He ordered those who could swim to jump overboard first and get to land.
44 The rest were to get there on planks or on other pieces of the ship. In this way everyone reached land safely.
Message
We made the point yesterday that when we fail to under- stand, or misunderstand, the highly important issue that life on this sin-stained planet is preceded by death, we could do more than just miss our spiritual destination - we could end up in spiritual difficulty. Am I overstating the issue? I think not. During my Christian life, I have had many occasions to observe firsthand the struggles of the saints, and if I had to narrow those struggles down to the biggest single problem in Christian experience, I would express it in these words - an unwillingness to die to self-interest and self-concern.
The story of Paul's shipwreck which we have read today is a picture of what happens to Christians who have not understood or come to grips with the truth that we must die in order to live. The New English Bible translates verse 41 thus: "But they found them- selves caught between cross-currents and ran the ship aground, so that the bow stuck fast and remained immovable, while the stern was being pounded to pieces."
"They found themselves caught between cross-currents." That is the dilemma in which many Christians find themselves - the bow of their ship is caught up in the Christian cause, but because they have never learned how to die to self-interest, the rest of their life is being pounded to pieces by the breakers. I guarantee you this; if you get hold of the truth around which our present theme is built, you will always find yourself in a manoeuvrable position. Cross-currents may strike you and breakers may pound you - but you will stay in one piece.
"Don't get stuck in the sands of half-hearted commitment"
Prayer
O Father, help me not to get stuck in the sands of a half-hearted commitment, so that my life remains fixed and useless. I don't want to go to pieces, I want to go places - with You. Amen.
Further study
James 1:1-8; 4:8
Luke 16:13
Ephesians 6:5
1. What causes instability?
2. What makes us stable?
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